The Fountainhead

I finally finished The Fountainhead the other day. I really enjoyed this book.

The Fountainhead is the story of Howard Roark, one of the world’s only truly rational men. It’s a very interesting story, set in the 1920’s and describes how Roark manages to live in a world filled with irrational people.

Ayn Rand does a wonderful job of giving life to the characters, and the contrast between Roark and Peter Keating, who is everything that Roark isn’t, is executed superbly.

Rand also highlights “Objectivism” which I suppose is the opposite of Collectivism. Every man for himself rather than everyman for everyone but himself. The story holds the belief that society’s concepts of selfishness and selflessness are backwards. Roark states that “Men have been taught that the ego is the synonym of evil, and selflessness the ideal of virtue.”

He goes on to say that “Egotism was held to mean the sacrifice of others to self. Altruism– the sacrifice of self to others.”

Roark’s main principle is that he does not do things for others, nor does he live through others, or ever attempt to see himself through others eyes. People who live their lives living off the work of others, judging themselves based on the thoughts of others, he refers to these people as “second-handers”, which is a very apt name for them.

Throughout the course of the novel, many things occur to challenge Roark’s rational, egotist personality. He commonly refers to himself as a egotist, not in the sense that he sacrifices others for himself but that he relies on and lives for himself and no one else — taking nothing and expecting nothing from others. At one point, he tells Gail, a friend, that he would die right then and there for Gail, but that he would never live for him.

To me, these are all very insightful things. Think of a world where everyone strived to do their best, to work for themselves. No using others, no getting ahead and enjoying the fruits of someone else’s hardwork.

Living for oneself, living to please yourself and not everyone else… being happy with yourself and liking yourself for who you are, not who everyone sees you as, I think that’s a wise idea.

I recommend this book strongly, but it is long and many prove challenging to some. =)

Friday I’m in Love

the friday five

Name one song you hate to admit you like. Knocking Boots by Candyman…

Name two songs that always make you cry. Patience by Guns N’ Roses…(not sure of #2 right now)

Name three songs that turn you on. Hmm… don’t know if I care to publish this!

Name four songs that always make you feel good.

  • BBQ by 2 Skinnee J’s
  • Sandstorm by DaRude
  • Take on ME by A-Ha (used to be the ring tone on my cell!)
  • The Remedy by Jason Mraz

Name five songs you couldn’t ever do without.

  • How Sweet it is by James Taylor
  • Oh What a Night (December 1963) by Frankie Vallie and the Four Seasons
  • Stuck in a Moment by U2
  • Beyond the Sea by Bobby Darin
  • The Remedy by Jason Mraz (currently my new favorite song!)

And my own additional questions for this week:

What’s playing right now?? Brown Eyed Girl – Van Morrison

Cool songs on the radio this week? Unwell – Matchbox 20, Whateva – Liam Lynch, Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous – Good Charlotte.

ready for a vacation

Working 50 plus hours a week (and not getting paid for the extra time) really does NOT agree with me. I am soooo ready for a vacation. Too bad our VP has limited all time off through the end of June… I haven’t had a single day off this year not counting paid holidays and sick days…. and I’ve even been working on Saturdays. They really don’t pay me enough for this shit.

I’ve been so busy, I haven’t posted much lately…. Some recent news:

  • I finally saw Dreamcatcher — main dissapointment was the radical changes to the ending, but overall it was good.
  • Also saw Anger Management and A Man Apart. I thought A Man Apart was great, altho the ending was less than spectacular. They could have done something a little more interesting, or surprising.
  • The Fountainhead has taken me longer to read than I expected. I love this book, and wonder why I didn’t read it sooner. It’s different from what I normally read, but I’m still eager to continue reading it. I might post a review when I finish.

Hopefully I’ll have more to post soon!

Color quiz!

ColorQuiz.com – The free five minute personality test!

My results:
Imaginative and sensitive; seeking an outlet for these qualities–especially in the company of someone equally sensitive. Interest and enthusiasm are readily aroused by the unusual or the adventurous.

Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the herd. This desire for preeminence isolates her and inhibits her readiness to give herself freely. While she wants to surrender and let herself go, she regards this as a weakness which must be resisted. This self-restraint, she feels, will lift her above the rank and file and ensure recognition as a unique and distinctive personality.

Circumstances are such that she feels forced to compromise for the time being if she is to avoid being cut off from affection or from full participation.
Trying to calm down and unwind after a period of over-agitation which has left her listless and devoid of energy. In need of peace and quiet; becomes irritable if this is denied her.

Needs a peaceful environment. Wants release from stress, and freedom from conflicts or disagreement. Takes pains to control the situation and its problems by proceeding cautiously. Has sensitivity of feeling and a fine eye for detail.

Wants to be valued and respected, and seeks this from a close and peaceful association of mutual esteem.